Everyone seems so concerned...they ask me how i am doing...I say fine...or i'm doin...Then my mom tells me a few seconds ago, not to wait for too long to ask for help...
I've asked her for help... It would be a huge help if she would just come down here for a few weeks, but she says she can't b/c of pap...but she's not at home all the time anyway...
it is harder this time. I have a new baby, and two other boys to take care of and anytime I get asked about Jay right now all i want to do is cry. I miss him so much right now. Last time around at leat i wasn't completely alone. When Conner was born, jay worked in town, and then when he was about two months old, he started working out of town...But I still lived with my family...This time around I have no one to help and I have two more kids....I am getting no sleep, which is fine, but it's just adding to the stress....
so please don't tell me "don't wait to long" I've already asked and was told no...
21 April 2010
Just is....
Posted by Ashes at 7:21 PM
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i wish there was something I could do for you. If you want, I could drive down for a weekend, friday night through sunday. It's the best I can do with school and everything.
I love you and I won't say all the things youve heard a million times, but I'm here for you in whatever way I can help.
<3 let me know
Thanks love....I'll be ok in a few weeks or so......That's a long drive for you to be doing alone and it's further than g-boro by almost 3 hours..but when i am outta this slump and summer hits, you are more than welcome to come down here and hit the beach with me!
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