It's been really goood here. I like it a lot. BUT Jay has been here with us...and pretty soon, he will be gone. Yes, I have been through deployments before, but not with my lovey and not as a wife and mother.
Am I scared???
A Little...
But i'll be okay. It's just going to take a lil adjusting. We saw off a few freinds...They are on their way to protect our freedoms...it's starting to hit me a lil. But i will be strong, like always... I have no one to lean on here...I mean, I guess I do, but no one I would want to burden...no one I really want to confide in on this level. All the peopl I am close to are in NC. Oh well, another part of the Army life. This is the part I don't like.
But, on a happier note, my momma is coming down for Jaryn's birthday and then I can cry and be comforted and loose it a lil. I am so happy she is coming down. It is already a stress reliver and she isn't even here yet!
Welp, I guess I have rambled on enough for now.
07 October 2009
Life in GA
Posted by Ashes at 12:20 AM
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i can only imagine what thoughts are going through your head right now. i know it's not the same as actually being there, but if you ever need to talk or vent, i'm here (only a text, phone or email away from you), and i mean that, not just saying it to be nice!! how long is jay going to be away for?
[hugs]
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